Life is crazy. No matter how much I’ve buried this and tried to leave it in the past. It comes up. Your existence is a blessing. Your smile is gorgeous. Your everything is attractive and enticing. I’m so into you and I didn’t know it. You might not even see half of it. Because I don’t show it. My ego. My past. It’s unfortunately clouding my mind. Things I shouldn’t think, float around my mind. You are perfect in my eyes. Well… Damn near perfect. I can’t get enough of your time. I don’t want to be greedy. But I want you all to myself. You aren’t mine.. I get it. I hate that I’m into you more than you think or realize.. Because I’m going into this not really knowing if you feel the same way. I don’t know if I’m just some kind of stepping stone. Idk. I’m a little stupid.. I know. But it isn’t everyday you vibe with someone soooo well for soooo long, even after soooo much. I adore you and the person you are, and have become. Even tho you might never see this, I wanted to let it out. No matter how dumb or weak or soft I sound. I had to get it off.

You deserve the fucking world. You deserve all the happiness and love that you can get. You deserve better than the rest. You deserve a lifetime of happiness. Im constantly hoping I can give you that.

(via iov3)